there's quite a lot i know already. but there are some things that i'm still learning. practice. practice. i move with caution. hoping i won't make a mess. i know u're out there watching my every step. good for me, i'm not doing things for u. good for me, all u can do is watch me. u can watch me through those green eyes of yours. watch me as i sway my hips. watch me as i moved to the beat. i could carry a tune. yeah, i know. u're listening. hoping, no, actually wishing that i'd do something wrong. hmmm. would i give u the satisfaction? hmmm. yeah. i thought about that. maybe, i would. one of these days. i might give u a reason, to be happy because of me. happy because i've finally messed up. hmmm. sounds absurd. but u know what, i have a line up of activities. i cant accomodate u yet. there's a lot going on. i have to work my ass off u know. i have to put u off for a while. just wait. have patience. just watch me. i love audience. i love being watch. i'm a glutton for attention. admiration or sarcasm. anything. i know either way. u, particularly, is thinking of me. u r funny. u dont know that in some way, u helped me find the essence of what i do.
March 3, 2009
March 3, 2009
