29.10.09

Hear me. Amen.

Prayer for Relationships

Lord Jesus, you are the source of all love and goodness.
You have created us to love and be loved and you have given us our family, friends and loved ones to experience this love.
I come to you now humbly asking for healing as I suffer now because of a broken relationship.
Grant me, Lord, the grace of true forgiveness, to let go of all my bitterness, anger and buried resentments and choose to forgive even if it hurts.
I ask that you grant me the grace of humility to ask forgiveness, too, for my own mistakes and for patience and perseverance to keep on in this journey towards reconciliation despite the challenges and trials along the way.
Lord, you know all things, you can do all things and you love me as you also love B--.
Touch our heart with your power that can heal all damaged relationships and bring reconciliation realizing the importance of being at peace with ourselves and others.
Let all blaming ease and let each person see things from your point of view and through your eyes of love.
Let your love break down all dividing walls and barriers, restore this damaged relationship and lead us to seek and follow your will and divine plan for our lives. Let joy rest in our hearts once again.


This is a re-post from a multiply blog.
Sorry I forgot the multiply name. 
But thanks to you.

23.10.09

that scent...hmmm.


I was an active person back in my college days and not so particular with fragrances, but I have a few which were given to me as gifts. My all-time favorite has got to be Burberry for Women.  I really think that it is perfect for me back then and until now.  It has a perky and sweet smell that I never get tired of. It always made me feel that I am ready for the day and the date later that day. Unfortunately, it was all consumed so I used my other bottle of perfume which also smells nice only that it lacks that perky fragrance that I have got used to.


Just a few days ago, I have met someone who was wearing my favorite scent, just then that I realized how I truly missed it.  I have got to go and get another bottle of my Burberry for Women.


My officemate seems to have all those expensive bottle of perfumes; they were from her son who works abroad.  There are those that smell sweet but there are also those which stink, but me, I got to stick to my favorite.



21.10.09

Ouch, but I love it.

This touched my pride and broke my heart.  I found this on youtube and I took some time to watch and then copy the words in MSWord. So I could ponder on the words better.  I copied everything, including the grammar and spelling.  But, I appreciated how he took time to ponder about the Philippines.  I wonder if Filipinos have done the same.  Many took this negatively, but this is his opinion.  We should respect it.  



A short essay about the Philippines


Remember this word love

Filipinos always complain about the corruption in the Philippines. Do you really think the corruption is the problem of the Philippines?  I do not think so. I strongly believe that the problem is the lack of love for the Philippines.

Let me first talk about my country, Korea.  It might help you understand my point. After the Korean War, Sout Korea was one of the poorest countries in the world. Koreans had to start from scratch because the entire country was destroyed after the Korean War, and we had no natural resources.  Koreans used to talk about the Philippines, for Filipinos were very rich in Asia.

We envy Filipinos. Koreans really wanted to be well off like Filipinos.  Many Koreans died of famine.  My father and brother also died because of famine.  Korean government was very corrupt and is still very corrupt beyond your imagination, but Korea was able to develop dramatically because Koreans really did their best for the common good with their heart burning with patriotism.

Koreans did not work just for themselves but also for their neighborhood and country.  Education inspired young men with the spirit of patriotism.

40 yrs ago, President Park took over the government to reform Korea.  He tried to borrow money from other countries, but it was not possible to get a loan and attract a foreign investment because the economic situation of South Korea was so bad. Korea had only three factories.  So, President Park sent many mine workers and nurses to Germany so that they could send money to Korea to build a factory.  They had to go through horrible experience.

In 1964, President Park visited Germany to borrow money.  Hundred of Koreans in Germany came to the airport to welcome him and cried there as they saw the President Park.  They asked to him, “President, when can we be well off?”

That was the only question everyone asked to him.  President Park cried with them and promised them that Korea would be well off if everyone works hard for Korea, and the President of Germany got the strong impression on them and lent money to Korea.

So, President Park was able to build many factories in Korea.  He always asked Koreans to love their country from their heart.

Many Korean Scientists and Engineers in the USA came back to Korea to help developing country because they wanted their country to be well off.  Though they received very small salary, they did their best for Korea.

They always hoped that their children would live in well off country.  My parents always brought me to the places where poor and physically handicapped people live.  They wanted me to understand their life and help them. I also worked for Catholic Church when I was in the army.  The only thing I learned from Catholic Church was that we have to love our neighborhood.  And, I have loved my neighborhood.

Have you cried for the Philippines?  I have cried for my country several times.  I also cried for the Philippines because of so many poor people.

I have been to the New Bilibid Prison.  What made me sad in the prison were the prisoners who do not have any love for their country.  They go to mass and work for church.

They pray every day.  However, they do not love the Philippines.  I talked to two prisoners at the maximum-security compound, and both of them said that they would leave the Philippines right after they are released from the prison.  They said that they would start a new life in other countries and never come back to the Philippines.  Many Koreans have a great love for Korea so that we were able to share our wealth with our neighborhood.

The owners of factory and company were distributed their profit to their employees fairly so that employees could buy what they needed and saved money for the future and their children.

When I was in Korea, I had a very strong faith and wanted to be a priest.  However, when I came to the Philippines, I completely lost my faith.

Many unbelievable situations in the Philippines.  Street kids always make me sad, and I see them every day.  The Philippines is the only Catholic country in Asia, but there are too many poor people here.  People go to church every Sunday to pray, but nothing has changed.

My parents came to the Philippines and saw this situation.  They told me that Korea was much poorer than the present Philippines when they were young.  They are sorry that there are so many beggars and street kids.

When we went to Pasangjan, I forced my parents to take a boat because it would be fun.  However, they were not happy after taking a boat.  They said that they would not take the boat again because they were sympathized the boatmen, for the boatmen were very poor and had a small frame.  Most of people just took a boat and enjoyed it. But, my parents did not enjoy it because of love for them.

My mother who has been working for Catholic Church since I was very young told me that if we just go to mass without changing ourselves, we are not Catholic indeed.  Faith should come with action.  She added that I have to love Filipinos and do good things for them because all of us are same and have received a great love from God. 

I want Filipinos to love their neighborhood and country as much as they love God so that the Philippines will be well off.  I am sure that love is the keyword, which Filipinos should remember.  We cannot change the sinful structure at once.  It should start from person.  Love must start in everybody, in a small scale and have to grow.  A lot of things happen if we open up to love.  Let’s put away our prejudices and look at our worries with our new eyes.

I discover that every person is worthy to be loved.  Trust in love, because it makes changes possible.  Love changes you and me.  It changes people, contexts and relationships.  It changes the world.  Please love your neighborhood and country.  Jesus Christ said that whatever we do to others we do to him.

In the Philippines, there is a God for people who are abused and abandoned.  There is God who is crying for love.  If you have a child, teach them how to love the Philippines.  Teach them why they have to love their neighborhood and country.  You already know that God also will be very happy if you love others.

That’s all I really want to ask you Filipinos.

5.10.09

Mood: Currently Sleepy ^_^


I know I haven't posted in a while.  Sometimes I just ran out of things to write and when I'm at home there are just plenty of things to do.  I am currently reading Da Vinci Code.  I haven't watched the movie version yet, maybe soon. 

I am a fan of books, but I rarely watch a full-length movie.  Even when I’m watching it on big screen, I still fall in a nap.  My boyfriend has to wake me up.  Growing up, my parents would take me and my siblings to watch a good movie and I really used to sleep on it.  I remembered watching Jurassic Park and missing out on the important details, waking up and realizing that it’s almost time to go home. Good movie gone to waste. 

I am planning to make a list of movies I should watch.  First on the list would be transformers and the notebook too.  I am so looking forward to the screening of Twilight Saga: Newmoon.  It would be on November, but I still don’t know when it will come out here in the Philippines.  Something to drool on again, still can’t decide if I am an Edward Cullen or a Jacob Black camp, or maybe both.  I love werewolves and yeah, vampires!


October 4, 2009