how do u handle stress? stress-causing activities. stress-causing people. does it pay not to care? will it make u stress-free? when i'm a bit stress, i become grumpy, really grumpy. i get stressed when i feel that it is not fair, circumstances are not fair. like when u realized that u are just a common person. u have no power over a lot of situation. u dont get to say what is on ur mind. u could not speak out. u r suppressed. u dont have a choice. because u are merely an employee. if not for the inside connection then it might be that u wont have a job right now. why did i quit my first job in the first place? well, because i did not like it and i was starting to complain. everything i ever see are negative. i'm hating what i was doing. i just wanted an escape. to stop what is going on. my god. overworked and underpayed becomes an understatement. try slavery. harder because u have to put on a smile in dealing with all those people. even when all u ever wanted was run away. never coming back. it could have been better. the experience would have been helpful that damaging. well, it was helpful. doing basic things is not really multi-tasking. it's like cooking a meal while ironing the clothes. it's like that.
February 17, 2009
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